Pterodactyl.

     Today i walked down to the creek with a test to study for, my bible to read, and another book i need to read for a book report. I failed. I went down there and read a bit in my bible, a bit from the other book, and didn't even glance at my OT study guide. I spent alot of time thinking.
     On my way down there, two other guys were making their way there as well. They skipped rocks and talked about some of the most random things ever. They started talking about dinosaurs and insisted i tell them my favorite one. I'd never had a "favorite" dinosaur, so i said what first popped in my head. Pterodactyl. I guess it's because they're like birds, i don't know.
     After they continued on with their randomness, i started thinking about birds and why i like them so much. Yeah, they're pretty, and can fly, and sing, but is there anything else? I immediatly thought of the word hope. During the flood, Noah sent out a bird to see if the water had started to go down any, and after a few times of doing that, the bird brought back an olive leaf. Hope. The first time he sent out a bird, in hopes of something, there was nothing, but he had hope once more and sent one out again.
     Sometimes, when we go through something we will have faith in God that what we hope for will happen if we just follow God's will, but were let down when things continue going bad or just a different direction than what we want. That doesn't mean that we should give up, nor that there's no hope. It means that God is in control of it all. Let Him have His way in your life and don't let things that go on in life that don't make sense take away your hope.

     Another thing that the bird subject brought my mind to was the passage of scripture in Matthew that talks about worrying. It says "25Therefore I tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat or drink; or about your body, what you will wear. Is not life more important than food, and the body more important than clothes? 26Look at the birds of the air; they do not sow or reap or store away in barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not much more valuable than they? 27Who of you by worrying can add a single hour to his life?"  How true and amazing is that? It amazes me that I can go all day and probably worry about SOMETHING whether it's how i'll have the money to pay for my book by the end of this month, if this person is mad at me, what God wants me to do with my life, will i get married. STUPID STUFF! God loves us all SO much and hates to see us worry. Why would He do something to us that would make us worry? He doesn't! Just like the birds and the lilies, God takes care of us. He can see the entire picture rather than the one pixil we see. That one pixil might be ugly, but God has an amazing picture for us. We need to grasp that and let go of all the worrying we do, I do.

      I feel like this was a bunch of rambling and it may or may not make much sense, but it's just a little bit of what was on my mind earlier (and something I think that has been bothering me lately.) I know that God has everything in his hands, i just need to always be mindful of that.